Saturday, August 08, 2015
I’m sitting outside in the shade on a beautiful summer day… The sky is blue with only a few clouds… Life is Good!
A week, or 10 days ago now, we were back to see the oncologist. My PSA levels continue a slow steady climb… They were at 55.4 last week. Still nothing that the oncologist is overly concerned about… but it certainly is getting up there and is a concern to my wife...and because I worry about her, I worry about my PSA levels…
I try to calm her concerns because I REALLY am NOT concerned at this point. I feel really good! Yes, I have pain in my hips and back… Some is due to the cancer...some is due to arthritis...some is due to fractures… My mobility has been limited for over a year and a half now. Too much standing, too much sitting upright, sitting on hard surfaces and too much walking all cause increased pain and discomfort. The biggest problem with this is it limits what I can do… which limits what we can do together. Thankfully I have all kinds of aids to assist me… So we work around the difficulties and try to stay active together.
On the medical end… We are waiting to hear if I can use a drug called Radium 223 ( Xofigo ). It’s been in use in some areas for a while...but is not currently being used here. My oncologist asked if I could get funding for it in case I was approved to use it. The WCB of Alberta came through after a short deliberation and said they would fund it… The oncologist explained that the drug is given via IV once a month for 6 months… The total cost will be around $150,000 for the full 6 month treatment plan. He is currently looking into whether or not I can have the drug after all the other treatments I have done ( he is pretty sure I can )...and then how to get me on it. It is currently in trial at a few cancer centres not too far away...but I don’t qualify for the trials, so he wants to try to get me on it outside of the trials since I can basically pay for it myself.
As I said previously, I am feeling good. I am tolerating the drug I am on now quite well. My blood work continues to show no ill effects from the current treatment. I have been trying hard to do a light dumbbell workout 2 to 3 days a week to work on my upper body strength… I have also been trying hard to walk a little more. The walking is going well...with just a little extra pain meds I have been able to go for short walks with Cindy and our dog… Short trips to the store go well. Any major trips to shop or walk the dog require either the wheelchair or the electric scooter.
I am really enjoying this summer… Cindy has done a fantastic job keeping the yard looking great! We have had some great weather which has allowed me (us) to sit outside and enjoy the sunshine...lounge in the shade...and even spend a few later nights outside just enjoying chats about our past and our present while looking up at the stars. We have so much to be thankful for...and WE are very Thankful for it All!
Until next time....
Posted by John
on 08/08 at 04:50 PM
Wednesday, April 01, 2015
Two Weeks Post Surgery…
It’s been two weeks since my hernia surgery… According to the surgeon, the surgery went very well… I healed up quicker than I expected… The staples came out easily and painlessly… The scar looked good. When the doctor checked me over, he was very happy with the way things looked. I only had a few days of real discomfort. I am very happy that it is over with, and look forward to returning to regular activity. Thankfully the only real limitation he gave me was to not lift anything over 10 pounds… which is pretty easy, other than when our grandson comes to visit over Easter! But I just can’t lift him… doesn’t mean I can’t hold him and cuddle with him.
The second hardest part of having the surgery was that Cindy had to do even more for me than she already had been doing. It was bad enough that she has had to begin showering me and helping me dress for the past year or more…. that has sucked… I also move around even slower, although that is improving finally. For the first time in what seems a long time, I have even been able to help with doing dishes and have cooked a couple of light meals to give her a break… Cindy has been really forced into a roll that she never had to worry about before. I used to do most of the cooking… I can’t stand long enough to do that all the time any more, so Cindy has stepped in as if she had always been doing it. It feels good to make her a meal from time to time… other than ordering out.. and going out is even rarer as sitting comfortably for an hour or more to have a meal out is difficult. So being able to give her a break from time to time will be nice I hope!
Easter is upon us… Our kids are coming home to spend time with us again… Christmas was the last time we all got together… It is going to be fun… I wish I could do more to help Cindy out… but we will all enjoy the coming 4 days together…
Until next time….
Posted by John
on 04/01 at 01:10 PM
Monday, March 16, 2015
Spring Approaches… Treatment Continues…
It’s been just over 5 months since my last post… Things have been going well for the most part… I have settled into the current treatment.
It’s been about 6 months on the Enzalutatimde (Xtandi)… thankfully I finally got off the prednisone and the side effects of that.. now I just have to deal with the side effects of the Xtandi. For me, the side effects include some very vivid weird dreams, needing more sleep and waking with sore stiff hands and feet. I am also having much more intense “Hot Flashes”.
There isn’t much we can do about having dreams, although we are slowly figuring out things that cause the worst nightmares… I just have to avoid certain types of shows, thoughts and foods… I have noticed a big difference (good difference) over the past couple of months by keeping thoughts light and upbeat, eliminating late night eating and avoiding certain types of TV programs or movies.
The sore stiff hands and feet always get better quickly just by moving around… usually within just a few minutes they settle… I am very thankful for that.
The “Hot Flashes” are pretty intense at times and are pretty predictable… they come around eating times, right at bed time, and at least once though the night… The worst thing about the hot flashes is the cold that come right after… I can hardly wait for summer (although we have had a pretty mild late winter) so that I can get away from the freezing after every personal mini summer.
On the good side of all of this… My monthly blood work remains good. All these chemicals that have been infused and ingested haven’t caused too much damage to the parts of me that are ok. My PSA levels remain “steady”… they have been floating between 20.9 (first after starting Xtandi) and 29.9 (last level) During the past 5 months they have gone up and down by small amounts. MRI’s, CT Scans and X-rays show no significant changes over the past year (which is a good thing…mostly) They also show no significant signs of healing of the pelvic fracture last year.
So, for the time being, things are good and we will continue with treatment as it is.
Tomorrow I go in for hernia surgery… I’ve been waiting for years to get this done… At first, I had to put it off due to medications I was taking… Once that changed I started the process… I was promised it would be done and I would be healed by Christmas of last year… last week I got a phone call that some had cancelled their own surgery and I could have that time slot if I wanted it… if not now, it could be months before another opening came along… so tomorrow it its…
Life is good… Spring approaches…
Until next time….
Posted by John
on 03/16 at 02:43 PM
Thursday, October 09, 2014
Chemo Comes to an End…
It’s been a long time… a long time on chemo… a long time with daily pain… just a long time…
We saw the oncologist on Thursday, September 25th. We were both ready to continue on with chemo for a few more months…even though it was really getting to me.
The biggest problem I was having is not knowing from day to day what I would feel like or be able to do. When I started chemo, almost a year ago, it was pretty straight forward. I would have chemo… I would feel crappy for a week, then I would start to recuperate. The week that it was time to do chemo again, I would feel pretty good. It is no longer like that. I had better days right after chemo than 4 weeks later when it was time to have chemo again. The neuropathy in my feet is getting harder to deal with, and the pain in my pelvis is not settling down like it used to after a flare up.
Before we saw the oncologist, we talked with the nurse. She showed and told me about the results of the blood work. My PSA levels are up again… they are now at 25.2… up 2.8 from last time…which was up 3.8 from the time before… other than that, everything else seems to be good. We talked about the side effects and what could be done about them… Then we talked about continuing the chemo… We were fully prepared to go a maximum of 3 more rounds… When the doctor walked in, we were quite shocked when he said that he felt we had gotten all the good out of the chemo that we could…and that continuing would probably do more harm than good….
Although its not great news… it’s not as bad as it sounds… There are two other treatments available. I started the first of those two treatments the same day… 4 pills a day… We are praying that this treatment slows or stops the ca for a long while without the harsh side effects of the chemo… If not, it’s back to another infusion chemo...the last currently available treatment.
The other thing I have to do, at the same time as starting a new treatment, is to ween off of the prednisone which has been part of the previous two treatments. Because I have been on prednisone for almost 2 years, I have to slowly ween off of it. I am on a 30 day plan.
Since the pain in my hip has increased over the last few weeks, I went to see my family doc to adjust my pain meds… He has kindly been helping look after this up to this point… He had an X-ray done to check for any more fractures… There were none that he could see…but he did notice that the cancer has spread further in my pelvis… So we agreed on an increase in my pain meds for now and that if the pain continues to increase, or when it increases again, it will be time to move on to the Palliative Medical team who have a lot more experience with pain control…
It is now two weeks after starting my new medication and weening off of the prednisone. My pain has been controlled very well and everything else has been going quite well… at least up until last weekend.
I awoke Sunday to an uncomfortable abdomen… a hernia that was diagnosed last year has enlarged… it has caused a lot of discomfort… I’ll see a surgeon next week. Hopefully we can get it taken care of soon… I certainly don’t need this!
The last few days have also been quite difficult… the side effects of the new meds are basically the same as the side effects of coming off the prednisone… so it’s hard to tell what is causing the effects I am having… and for the last few nights I have been having quite intense dreams… last night to the point Cindy had to wake me because I was getting loud and restless. For the rest of last night I had a lot of trouble getting comfortable and I was extremely restless. I even got up and walked around for a while just to burn off some energy… I haven’t had this problem since adjusting my dexamethasone meds at chemo time…. and I’m not taking that any longer… I have to do some research to see what is causing this… especially if it continues…
Life Goes ON!
Until next time….
Posted by John
on 10/09 at 10:51 AM
Wednesday, June 18, 2014
Ten Rounds Completed…
It feels like 10 rounds in a fighting ring, but it’s 10 rounds of chemo that are completed… Number 10 was on June 6th… It went well, even better than I expected… more on that in a bit.
Since my last post, I have done 3 chemo treatments and a couple of Zometa infusions… All have gone well except for the last Zometa treatment… Since I have a Port (to make the infusions easier for myself and those giving it), it was expected to be an hour or less stop at the cancer centre. Unfortunately things didn’t go as planned. I was hooked up for the infusion...but before starting, the port has to be checked to make sure it is working properly. This time, although fluids were running in, blood could not be drawn back… We tried numerous things… Coughing, flapping my arms like a bird...almost everything but standing on my head… They could not draw blood! Because of that, we had to make sure the port was still properly in place… Off to Medical Imaging for X-rays to check positioning. While waiting for the results, an IV was started and my infusion done the regular way. When the results came it was good news. The port was still properly placed. The Port was then injected with a clot busting drug and we had to wait around to give it time to work… An hour and a half later and we had flow both ways… thankfully it was working again… So my one hour visit ended up taking almost 3 1/2 hours.
Chemo infusions 8 and 9 went well… With the usual tiredness, nausea and other not so fun side effects… Each time taking longer to get back on track. So long in fact that I was just feeling better two days prior to round ten… Because of that, and the other side effects that are starting to show themselves, the oncologist and I have decided on going 4 weeks between treatments from now on. Yes...ON…
My last visit with the oncologist was June 5th. At that time, although all my other blood work came back good, my PSA level was up again… They were at 17.8 this time...up about 3 points from last time. After all this time we were hoping to see either no movement or a decline… Instead they continue to climb slowly. The oncologist always reminds me that it’s ok… It’s time to worry when the doubling time is shorter… Although I understand that, I also understand that as long as they are climbing, it’s not optimum for me! We also discussed continuing the Docetaxel (Taxotere) treatments until my PSA levels take a big jump, or until I can no longer handle the treatments. We talked about the fact that treatment options are extremely limited now...and that continuing with Docetaxel is probably the best option for now. In the end I agreed with him and we opted to continue indefinitely. At our last visit we talked about 13 treatments...now we are talking indefinitely… :(
Friday, June 6th was my last treatment… I wasn’t sure whether my Port would work after the last Zometa treatment… Thankfully, without any problems whatsoever, we got good flow both ways. My first worry overcome! The infusion itself went well. We were in and out in a reasonable amount of time...and I was feeling pretty good considering how crappy I felt just a few days before.
I was feeling pretty good on Saturday, which is normal. As long as I don’t over do things I can generally function pretty well. I did a little work out in the yard which actually felt pretty good...and shut it down before wearing myself out.
Sunday I was feeling a little more tired...again, as usual. I decided to take it easy all day to avoid crashing… We had a very nice relaxed day...well, I did… I think Cindy worked more than she needed to...but she enjoyed her time out in the yard.
On Monday I was feeling pretty good again, so I opted to do a little more work on the job I started on Saturday… It went well, but I could feel myself wearing out, so I shut down before finishing up… I spent the rest of the day watching Netflix…
Tuesday was the beginning of the side effects kicking in… Nausea… exhaustion… diarrhea… bloating… Sweats and chills… The chills are always on the back of my neck...they get so bad at times that they give me a headache… Covering it up works except I get really hot and then sweat more...which causes more chills… All of these things are normal for me on the fourth day after chemo. It is also the day that my mouth gets tender and some things begin to taste TERRIBLE.
Since then, things have progressed as normal… I have been feeling good at times and not so good at times. The soreness in my mouth has settled down… my tastebuds seem to be coming back to normal… but I still get tired very quickly. The pain in my hip flairs on some days, but is really good on others. It hasn’t really been the same during any of the treatments… other than it flairs for sure on days 3-5 after treatment… then kind of comes and goes. If I over use my left leg, it will definitely flair then and usually the next day.
I started doing physiotherapy for my hip about 2 months ago. It didn’t take long to find that doing the prescribed exercises caused significant increase in pain. I had to stop for a few weeks just to get things to settle completely again. Since then, I have been trying to add some of the exercises into my daily routine… I can do very little without causing the flair in pain, so I continue to adjust what, when and how often I do the exercises. Hopefully I will get to a point where I can exercise my left leg/hip on a regular basis without the long term increase in pain… I could handle it if it was for a few hours or even one day… but when it goes on for a week or more, it seems pointless to do anything. Living in pain is not really living!!
It has taken me over a week to get this post completed… but I think it is mostly done now…
I have just over two weeks until the next chemo treatment… This week is my next Zometa infusion… I am hoping I have things figured out enough that I will feel better well before chemo… I will let you know (at least that is the plan) how I make out and what the oncologist has to say at our next meeting…
Until next time….
Posted by John
on 06/18 at 06:28 AM